me

embarking

i am embarking on a new project. i have abandoned my original BFA project reasons for letting it go are many but to rehash that wouldn't be of benefit. instead i will give you a bit of history on this new project. last week i sat on my couch after a slightly frustrating school day and feeling quite done and knowing it was time to start over. i thought of how different and unique my perspective and experience in the world is. i thought of all the alternative communities that i am a part of before i knew it i was in tears and full of thankfulness and joy. it dawned on me that i have been missing some things that used to be in my practice those things being storytelling, documentation, community and PEOPLE. as i was thinking of communities i thought of times when the home feels like a community. i noticed that when i made and baked bread it would attract people into the kitchen essentially creating a community of shared interest. i have fond memories of making and baking bread even in europe having my dear friends with me in the kitchen chatting and laughing. every time i am baking bread i am happy. creating something with my hands is instantly gratifying and the joy of sharing it is unmistakeable. creation in any form is spiritual and grounds me. im so very happy that this project came and fell on me from a genius. bread is fascinating in every way artistically, scientifically, spiritually the more research i do the more in love i become with it. i have two months to get this project big enough for my BFA show. so i need help to do this. i need stories and people who bake bread to let me be a part of their community. if you fit the bill i need you. 

here are some links that i found inspiring about bread things.

1) I was touched by the sentiments found in the poem about love and bread daily bread by barbara kingsolver 2) an npr interview with william alexander about his fun adventure in his book 52 loaves which be the way is a lovely read. 3) a lovely and humble post about bread by friend rachel. 

do you have a memory in the kitchen with your family or friends? as i continue with this project how do i involve my lovely friends that are out of the country and out of the state? 

next post: first bread story

mountain. air. october

these are from my brief time at the cabin

these are from my brief time at the cabin

i have been blessed to live near the mountains. i remember as a child going on camping trips with my family, we would stay the night them mum would drive the car down and we would hike down. as a teen i would go hiking often with some friends. one of my first memories of the mountains was when i was quite young this memory is burry and disjoined around the edges. i was hiking with my father and we came to a little hill in the trail that we had to get over i remember that i was wearing my teva's because i saw snow and was amazed that it would be snowing already.

the last three weeks i have gotten to go to the mountains for various reasons. the first time of the season i went with my dear roommates to drive the alpine loop which is just magical the windows down we were engulfed in the wind that yearned for winter and change. the second was to a beautiful cabin. i spent the night surrounded by my immediate family, falling in love with the last moments together before colby and alicia went on their adventures in china-land. the third was this past week we (lindsey, jean, jonathan, esther & i) went to get cookies from sundance in between sessions of lds general conference. esther and i opted for virgil's root beer and shared a smore rice crispy thing. we all explored a bit then stumbled upon the stage and put on a talent show for each other. after which jonathan twisted his ankle and we slowly made our way back to provo listening to the first few talks of the 2nd session in the car. 

having problems getting into october? try these songs.  first song.... second song.... third song... enjoy!

 

the goods

the goods

jean performing a scottish poem 

jean performing a scottish poem 

lindsey "river dancing"

lindsey "river dancing"

johnathan showing us how to stage fall

johnathan showing us how to stage fall

esther & jean playing dead....esther won

esther & jean playing dead....esther won

what do you love about october? what is your relationship with the mountains? favorite songs?

so i had a birthday

i'm 24 years old now folks and it feels good! 

i had a party in my backyard made treats and invited peeps

friends and Julie

Christian and friends

 had pavlova and blueberry pie as well as a birthday cake from the roommates 

Alicia and Colby 

Logan

the night ended with sparklers, dancing and blanket talking under the lights. special thanks to my parents for the lights and blueberry pie oh and giving me life) and christian for setting up and take down help.